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Sorry I haven't posted anything For about a month. It's not really that I'm busy or anything, I'm just lazy when I'm available to post something or I'm uninspired. When I'm not available I'm not home so obviously I can't type when I'm not home! But here's a few updates for you guys: Yes, I do have my winter trip I took to post and type first off, but I don't think that's going to ever happen. I don't think anyone really cares enough for me to type it up. Yeah, I'm lame. If my brain can't remember it, it's just another lost memory so it's ok. Next up! I have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday to find out what's up with my wrists as I've had troubles with arm pain and I have funny bumps in my wrists so that's what they're checking out. I have a few other questions to ask them so I'll get that resolved as well if I can remember. And finally for my updates: The worst for last! Dun dun~!! I'm been keeping my mental state bottles up for so long that I'm at a breaking point so please don't do anything to make me angry. I'll go into a fit of rage and hurt either someone near me or myself by attacking something near me. I'd rather not have an ER trip for that. I go into a serious depression state after my serious rage fit that's past anger and into hate in my opinion so I'd rather not go there, either. So keep me happy? C: That's it! I hope you enjoy this really needed update and leave comments! I'm fine, I swear so don't worry about me. Just wish me luck! Also: I have some art I've drawn of my avi so maybe I'll upload it one of these days C:

Posted by: Yuki Rini-chan Tue Feb 09, 2010 @ 12:51am

I listen to the Beach Boys and I randomly draw art.

IE:: My Current Avi, As Drawn By Me.

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Commented on: Tue Feb 09, 2010 @ 04:12pm


	I'd never want to upset someone as nice as you heart

Commented on: Tue Feb 09, 2010 @ 05:54pm


	You read this? I didn't even inform you about this! I usually have to go, "Hey you! I have a new journal. You should read it!" This is nice o3o I feel kinda special whee

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Commented on: Tue Feb 09, 2010 @ 11:06pm


	I like your avi btw biggrin

Commented on: Tue Feb 09, 2010 @ 11:12pm


	Thanks! C: Just when I was thinking of changing it, too. I'll leave it be O:

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Commented on: Wed Feb 10, 2010 @ 01:16am


	I really hope your doctor can clear up your wrist bumps mystery. It sounds strange, have you google-researched it? Not like you would get accurate information for a self diagnosis but maybe you could get an idea... And I'll make sure to stay on your good side. sweatdrop Have you considered talking to anyone?

Commented on: Wed Feb 10, 2010 @ 01:22am


	I'm excited 'cause I hope they can clear up that or at least refer me to someone who can C: I really don't wanna talk about my problems. I have serious problem even thinking about doing that so I just stick to talking it out in my head and convincing myself there's nothing wrong~ I started writing in a book yesterday so maybe that'll help? I went home today 'cause I almost broke down into tears several times today in the clinic so my ma called a psychiatrist or someone like that that I took tests for something with a while back so now I have an appointment sometime in the next few weeks. It's gonna cost my ma money and I'm like, "If it's going to be a problem I don't have to go." She'll prolly make me go anyways so I might as well go at some point O: </longreplycomment>

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Commented on: Wed Feb 10, 2010 @ 01:29am


	I don't think writing a book is good enough, it's not good to just keep everything bottled in, blowing up is inevitable, you have to vent.

Commented on: Wed Feb 10, 2010 @ 01:31am


	As much as I love talking to people I have some serious issues talking to people about my problems unless they're something beyond minor or that I can laugh about. Like my wrist bumps! They're pretty laughable when seen C:

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Commented on: Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 01:35am


	It's about time! lol I been waiting forever for a new one Lol But I agree with Ash, you should vent your problems out Yuki If I ever stay long enough online, vent on me biggrin I won't mind

Commented on: Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 01:39am


	Jesus, Kid O:< It's not like I've posted anything in the time you were ever online 'cause you haven't been on that long and... o3o But I don't want to vent to you of all people D:! That's.. that's not right ;__; We're supposed to talk about happy things like HOW I HAVE MY CLASS RING BACK FOR THE THIRD TIME~!!!!!!!

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Commented on: Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 01:42am


	Come meet me in this Alice and wonderland place, so we can talk Lol

Commented on: Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 01:45am


	But I have a paper to write!! And I'm already wasting time to write it by talking to you this way! AND I should be taking a shower, not talking to you! XD At first I thought you were asking me to go see the movie with you xD

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Commented on: Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 01:52am


	That would be awesome since I do work at a movie theater Lol But due to compilations, I can't ask that . Lol You have a lot of stuff to do. Aww I want to talk to you BUT I don't want you not doing your things Lol

Commented on: Thu Feb 18, 2010 @ 02:13am


	SO THAT'S WHAT YOU DO. OMG OMG OMG You work at a movie theater? Dream man :'D Kinda xD; Aww, it's not like I was gonna do it anyways. I still have tomorrow night as well. You could log onto the gaia instant messenger O:

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