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	Niatsu's Journal God's watching me with his blind eye
	Niatsu's Journal God's watching me with his blind eye

	To Goddess
	To Goddess


You will always hold a special place in my heart and no one will ever replace you. I love you and I miss you. niatsu · Wed Feb 17, 2010 @ 03:02am · 3 Comments


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	I acknowledge that you do not wish to, but you know you absolutely should. You are such a wonderful male, but your viewpoints and aggression did not work along side me. Better to be afar and admire, than to be in one another's presence and at each others neck. I cannot speak about my mind nor heart, merely to make this easier. And you did a good job moving on I see. You make it seem you are still in agony when I don't see that at all. The only thing that would please me would be for you to better yourself and to be happy, you know this. Thank you but no thanks, I have no desire having to hear anything from a female about you. Why did your heart beat violently, out of happiness or pain? I did see your little insert, but you do not have need for it you know. I know what I mean to you as you do me, no one else needs to, but I thank you none the less. As for your birthday wish, I'm sure that wasn't it. But to answer, that kiss would more than likely kill one of us... Perhaps both. It would destroy anything we had built prior, and seal fates. That kiss would be felt by more than just us. It would change lives. So in conclusion, it would indeed be something of magic, but maybe not the kind you would expect. So terrible, seems we can never say goodbye properly... Offline Mistress Kitn · Community Member · Wed Feb 24, 2010 @ 10:32pm


	I am, as you know, hardheaded. There are plenty of fish in the sea, but you're no fish... you're a mermaid. You're magical. I know I can be happy and grow to love someone else, but a thought in my head keeps replaying that they are not you. sigh I have approached our separation with as much logic as I could muster, but there are subtleties you've missed. In my signature I hold your gift all in hopes that you'd notice. My avatar always has the earring that you gave me... and the little woman is supposed to be you. eorghleshglrewrhulgweurhgleuhgijogfe rgourhgweurg ohghsdhjfglwhe Should you measure my love for you in agony? You'll never see how much you are on my mind... how many times a day I picture your face... say your name at everything that reminds me of you... As for my heart... I don't know. I thought it was out of fear, but now I think you just naturally make my heart beat violently. Which reminds me that I still hold my breath at the sight of you. I haven't felt the need to look at pictures of you though because I remember the curves of your face. If our lips were to ever meet, my heart is sure to skip a beat. I might fall off my feet, and could be my final deed. Maybe if you have no interest in being in my life then this should be our final good bye. Maybe I'll regret this in the morning. I love you Jennifer. It has been a pleasure. I am forever in your debt. Bye. Sweet dreams. Edit: I dream of touching you everyday and I imagine the softness of your skin. I fantasize about touching it... about kissing it... holding it against me. If you're ever in a time of need, or even if you're not, I will welcome you with open arms. Thank you for the strength. Take care Love. Offline niatsu · Community Member · Mon Mar 01, 2010 @ 09:36pm


	I have been taking an antidepressant ever since we parted. Keep that in mind. Offline niatsu · Community Member · Fri Mar 26, 2010 @ 01:41am

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