♥ I've got a smile on my face and a [******** you attitude...
{♥Hey there!
I know its been a good while since I have written in here so before we do somethin new lets give an update:
I no longer work at the company I've been workin at for the past year, why? because I got tired of an a*****e of a fagot manager expectin me to not have a life and live for work.. pfft! I tried my best to work with him but he didn't give a s**t and just wanted to be a drama king (hence the fagot part ^_^) I have a new job but shhhh, lets keep this one a secret ^_^ for now.
Well that's all for the updates ^_^
*ahem* I was lookin through my journal entries and readin them and I came across some that I didn't recognize, but I read them a few times over and then it clicked that I did actually write them. Anyways as I was lookin over them I noticed that the words made real sense. Sounds strange I know but let me explain a bit. My mind is a bit chaotic and when I write poems or I am doin somethin creative I almost blackout, I don't remember the path or the action used to create whatever I am creatin. And when I first hear the words in my head It makes sense to me but to many its strange, its like a 3D Minds eye puzzle. the one where you have to look at it differently to see the picture. that's how all my art starts out in my head and when I put it down for others to see it takes many of them a bit to understand. But I was goin through my entries and noticed that a lot of my work is much deeper and clearer at the same time and I truly now see what others have said when they complimented me on my work. I want to give out a thank you to all those that have read my work. Whether you liked it or not, I still want to thank you.
With the new years (yeah I'm late) everyone was askin me what my "resolution" was and honestly I don't have one, but as I was talkin to someone, one was made. I will strive this year to better myself financially as well as personally. I will strive to make my world around me better and to aim to be a little open to the compassion given to me.
This year I'm gonna take control of my destiny and dreams. Any man that dares interfere, prepare to lose, I will ******** you up.♥}
... because from this day forward I'm livin my life for myself. ♥
