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three years wasted because of friend ship.
three years All this s**t happens
but i thought we were there for each other but now its wasted
all because three years i our friendship grew grew grew and grew so big i knew it will be wasted.
now three years we never knew hatred grew along who knew for three ******** years all this time just ******** messed up my ******** life
now i have no friends.
now i have no feelings
now i fell into a pit of hatred and never cared about pity or sorrow
nobody does it right nobody cares about feelings especially if there not there
my hatred covers my love my sorrows, my feeling of any happiness yet nobody cares less they say its alright but its not i feel like murdering the very one who gives me greif my family ays they have been through it all have they tried to kill someone with the quarter in their hand like i have they felt like burning the new ******** school that ur hole life for THREE years his going off to she was like a sister now she acks like im just a stainger in the dark alley redey to strike but all i want is to laugh all i want is a emotion all i wan is love CALL ME EMO ill show a cut in your throught as my could hand reaches through your chest for yur rotten black and shrivled heart a man with anger wont do annything but im not a man am i? do i look like a man im ******** 15 and who ever wants to calm me ill just rip their black hearts out to because they probably done the very same thing to a person who wanted feelings i will never hurt but think of my self traped on a white room will emothions fooling me killing me faster then time eer will.

i am heart less... i am could... i am dead... i am dead my feelings left me with that b***h who said ill forever be your friend well look now you wont even look at me well guess what ******** you

the forgotten words of the coldblack and emothionless heart....