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....... lately i have hade no clue who i am anymore .... its like the little person within my just packed up and left .... i feel like music is the only thing i have wright now , and everything is burning to the ground. i cant do anything wright and ... grrrr !!!!!!
so im failing almost all my classes
my dad yells at me for not getting to my home work wright away
all my friends kinda drifted away from me.
we are working on our high school sceduals and idk what classes to take ( im afraid im gonna take the wrong classes and then ******** up my life)
bahhhh ! this suxx balls !!!!!!!!!
i have no clue what im gonna do ... i have no clue who i am .
i look at my friends and ppl on the internet and ask myself " why do people love them " then i relize its because they are who they are ... its because they are there ouwn person and they take advantage of that ... but idk who i am , so how can i expect anyone to love me ?