All the hints are there. How oblivious could you be? I'm hurt. Thanks to you. Make out with whoever! SEE IF I GIVE A ********! I DON'T! AND I NEVER WILL! Do you think...I care...if the One-AM-Slaughter Girl...took your lips one more time? After what else she's had from you...I'm hardly...surprised. I am however just a LITTLE BIT pissed. Just a little bit. And what's it matter? When will you read this? When will you read anything I've ever written? I give you the chances. You never do. If you did, you might know how I feel. But you know what, bring up a topic of pain for me, and then forget we talked about it. I'll just bottle that up inside. I'll crunch it deep down inside. Just like I do with everything else that you think is fine. Because I can lie to you. Easily. So prattle on about something I can't even begin to give a damn about because you've just preoccupied my mind for the next week or long. With one thought.
How could you?
Edit 10/26/2011: Not the first time this thought crossed my mind. Tony always did this. Say something careless and hurtful...and gloss right over it. And Honestly believe it didn't hurt me a bit. And what was worse, I just realized,....He never felt remorse. He never said sorry.
And I did care. I cared every time. I got hurt every time. I lied about it every time. And no one ever knew because I never said a thing.
kazuka78 · Wed Feb 24, 2010 @ 03:42am · 0 Comments |