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Wish I had some one
who could catch me
when I fall
Wish someone was there
to stand with me
through it all
Wish I had someone
who'd hide the scars
Wish I had someone
who'd take away the knife
whisper in my ear
"need you in my life"
Wish I had some caring hands
to hold me when I am weak
Wish I had a sturdy shoulder
to help cry me to sleep
Wish I had an angel
to keep me from hell's gates
Wish you could be there
in my moment of need
Wish I had some one
who actually cared
hope there is some one
who doesn't cause me tears
Every slap every hit
drives the nails further
deeper in my skin
the sacrificial, crucifiction
soon will begin
hoping there is someone
who doesn't wish me harm
that doesn't leave traces
of bruises on my arm
cuts on my face
or blood on my sheets
yanking my hair
or leaving me on the streets
Is it to much to yearn for
someone to wipe the tears
is it too much to ask for
some one to kiss my wrist
when I try to releasing the
burning pain
Wish I had some one
who cared enough to kill me
Is it too much to ask
for some one to love me?