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So... WATCH THIS NAO... jk you don't have to, but i think it's one of the best things i've ever seen on youtube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cbk980jV7Ao

I've been told several times, by several different people that i'm too nice...

honestly I don't think such a thing exists, but if there was such a thing as "too nice"

that wouldn't be me.

I just like to make people smile biggrin

I like it when other people feel good, it makes you feel good.

I just typed out "Disregarding any serious circumstances like a broken arm, or being separated from the love of your life by more than 200miles, a person has all the reason to smile."

but, that's wrong; because, I thought about it and things like a broken arm, or extreme distance between yourself and a loved one, make you sad.

If you're sad, then the last thing you need is to not smile.

alot of the time i catch myself so depressed i seriously consider downing the whole bottle of Tylenol.

and usually the only way to pick myself out of these slumps is to hear her voice.

but sometimes she's grounded or not home, or yeah.

I know it sounds corny and stupid, but during that time I have to LET myself feel happy.

It feels as though if i'm happy, I don't care, so i'll deliberately keep myself sad so I can idiotically prove to an already convinced heart that I love her. i know... dumb.

but lately i have realized that making other people smile is what keeps me from being like that all the time. seeing others happy staves off my own sadness.

so people that have a reason to be sad, should smile, and make others smile all the more lol

wow... i guess that means i'm so nice, because i'm so absolutely miserable.

HAHAHAHa!

didn't see that revelation coming!

being nice makes you feel nice if you let it.

and the main part of that is IF YOU LET IT

well yeah i know... boring... i'm boring...

lol not that anyone reads these anymore

gaia is so dead XD

in maplestory, i have 12 more lvls to go before i get hurricane biggrin

Hurricane is a skill that fires 100arrows in 15seconds at 90% dmg.

right now my main skill is called "Strafe" it fires 4 arrows at 75% dmg

Strafe gets an occasional 3000+ a hit. and at only 75% dmg.

Hurricane which fires more arrows at a faster speed does 90% dmg

so that means i'll be hitting the occasional 6000+ a hit, and thats factoring in my added DEX from leveling up 12 levels which at a 5DEX per lvl increment is 60Dex added to my already awesome dmg.

I will be able to pwn like no tomorrow.

okay hmm... in other news

i've been irritated with Rebecca's mom before, but today bit the biscuit.

I JUST bought my bus ticket, so i only knew for sure when i was coming down TODAY and like 4 hours after i got the confirmation, Rebecca called me.

I told Rebecca that i was coming down in April(exact date is secret razz ) and Rebecca told her mom(obviously the date was disclosed to Rebecca, and then to her mother)

so for all intents and purposes her mother knew at the exact same time Rebecca knew, and on the same day within 5 hours of MYSELF knowing, and she was still mad at Rebecca for not telling her when i was coming down before then...
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WTF?

I BARELY KNEW THAT I WAS COMING DOWN THE DAY THAT I AM TODAY!

HOW WAS REBECCA SUPPOSED TO KNOW BEFORE ME?!

YOU MAKE NO SENSE!!!!!

but... i digress...

I have rediscovered my love for "Pandora Internet Radio"

I enjoyed "AOL Radio" for a time, but it's selection was horribly limited when compared to Pandora.

yet again I supply you with another aberration!

llamas are gross... they spit...

spitting is a disgusting habbit...

HAHA! all this random divagation must be striking you as an enervated attempt to discountenance you!

well... it most certainly is not what you don't think it mustn't be.


so. now that we have that sorted out.

Every other asian guy at my college looks like a member of F4.

I swear i saw Hanazawa Rui 7 times that day. And Domyoji like 9 times XD

i think one of them was actually talking on a golden cell phone like from the show!

and with that i start my valediction:

M3SARZ P10//kZ ?!!??11?!/1!?!?!111