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Why Am I so??
I wondered to myself in the depths of midnight..
I try hard not to cry..
Why does no one like me?
Is it because I'am wierd
Or is it because I'am not stuck up..
I keep myself busy on the computer..
Will it become an addiction?
Is it an obession?
I keep my items clean...Im a germophobe
Im not normal..Is it because im bi..
My heart is broken..It needs to be mended.
I let myself go I wear what I want to wear..Suspenders,Capris and converse
I get sad easily..Why is it so..
I have no one to talk to late at night when no one is around..
My friends either don't bother to call or they are in a sitution where they cannot..
Ellie has a total mess in her life and so do I. We are torn apart like pieces of paper.
And we can never be taped back..
She is not able to call neither am I..
Kristy is always bowling her life out..She's always busy
All my relationships are terrible..
So that is why I love the internet...