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It's called fake smiles

FAKE SMILE

things that get me through life love and fake smiles and truth.
I've been doing to many of theese
theese atrocities.
I'vearned how to look somone in the face without seconds hesitation and smile
and say okay whatever
or really thats intresting.
i've lied a web and now i'm caught
things are compltely falling in half
they laugh at my pain shoot at my sorrow.
I live there is a tommorow.
I try my best but it's never enough it would make one want to give up.
enough no more sappy visions of truth or honesty i dance with my mask and inside is me.
you can prosecute me and blame me for my smiles for they are fake.
all the while i wonder why can't i have what i want for once is that to much.
I want to stay in my house not be kicked out.
i want to live my life not in fear but in friendship in love.
i just want someone near to take away my parents here they don't want me.
save me from my mask of smiles thats glued to my face this is my one true escape.
life chains love wounds power coruption smile happyness
side by side hand and hand they walk but not me with power comes weakness for me with life comes broken wings for me love comes with a price and last of all my smiles are from sadness.
I surround myself with happy people to cheer up and make them happy.