Is my thoughts wondering off again?
But I've pushed you back in my mind.
The sleeping conscience in my brain
and the memories entwine.
Playing scenarios in my head
that I didn't want to visit.
Never thought the day would come
that I would actually miss it.
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Many days i go on walks....idk if i have told you tht........i only do it when im sad.....when im by myself...lonely...i go on a walk....bring my iPod....and walk up to wal-mart or mcDonalds......it would always make me feel a lil better...cause if i cried...no one could see me right?
a couple days ago i changed my facebook status from "single" to "its complicated"......dont get too excitied....its just a me and my lesbian lover thing (yes im a dude...yes shes a chick......see the complication?)
....im getting lead on by her...same thing my last gf did to begin with.......cept different......this girl says she likes me...flirts all the time...goes places with me...but wont go out with me......im gonna get hurt..(i'll have a poum for it sometime xD).....its okay though....if i get hurt....i'll just go on a walk....cry my eyes out...and walk home like nuthing happened.....
btw this poum is b/c i ended up thinking about someone i shouldnt be thinking about anymore.......its just one of those days :/........
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This is what i write....i let out my feeling and stuff here...but what i write isnt allways about real life.......i write usually in poum......Look if u Dare!!!!
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