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I'm done with. I'm through with the s**t. I'm done with being the stupid little b***h people treat like trash just cause I'm not a fake a** person. The two people I would have expected to never be fake ended up being just that. I trusted them. I treated them like my ******** family. But whatever..That's over. I decided that they can go on being fake. But if they continue to drag me into their ******** lives and keep turning people against me then I'm gonna take matters into my own hands. And I can promise it won't be pretty.
So today I'm gonna quit a lot of things. I'm gonna be the same old b***h I was before my whole life was turned upside down. Whoever doesn't like it can go to hell for all I care...I'm gonna quit being so nice and trusting. I'm gonna quit school soon enough. It might not be the smartest thing to do but it sure will be the best thing for me. I'm thinking about quitting Gaia. The one person I only ever came back for might be gone forever. I don't know anymore. But I'm still thinking about it. I'll know for sure on his birthday whether or not I should just give up and quit Gaia or stay and hope one day he'll return. Hope that he's alive...Anyway I guess in a way it's good-bye to me. It sure feels like it