I'm crying. You're there contemplating whether you should leave me or not and I have no say. You won't even discuss it with me. I feel like everything we've built over the past year and a half (yes, this May 12th) has been amazing. I thought what we had was unbreakable. I thought you accepted me completely; flaws and all. Was what I said really so terrible last night? I keep replaying it over and over but I can't see what you're so angry about. We've had fights before. Not often. But when we do their big but we always manage to make it through. So why can't we this time? Do I repulse you? Have you finally seen me as the monster I've tried to tell you that I am? Has my worst nightmare finally came true? Have I really been such a terrible girlfriend to you that you don't want anything to do with me anymore?
Don't you know that your my everything? Didn't you once say that I was yours?
Don't you remember just two weeks ago we were in each others arms?
How can you just forget all that? You really don't love me anymore?
Princess Kitaaa · Tue May 04, 2010 @ 09:13pm · 0 Comments |