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SAVE ME! Why can't these words be expressed? I NEED YOUR HELP! Your lips remain closed, your voice silent. I DON'T THINK I CAN GO ON! Is your disgusting pride so stern? Does it control your heart so perfectly? PLEASE, I NEED YOU! The faces blur as they race past you but you can't even open your mouth. You refuse to turn, you can only stand erect as you count each painful step, stones falling on perfect wooden floors. Your heart explodes as the deafening sounds die and you are alone. DON'T LEAVE ME HERE ALONE! How can you think that scrunched face could possibly help you? Of course tears will fall, of course you will be sad. But, still your feet stay planted, your spine is straight, and your face is forward. If you had been able to see past your closed and watering eyes it wouldn't make a difference. Your path is empty, blank, and desolate. COME BACK! The feeling of a broken heart still pounding is an unbearable thing to endure. Through the cracks and bleeding holes it still beats on trying to heal itself through constant motion. This pain is too much, even that God forsaken pride of yours can't hold it back. Just. One. Look.
Your feet uproot themselves in a frenzied rush and you spin so rapidly you fall forward as you turn. As you fall you can feel them, one thousand arms reaching out to embrace you. And you, in your childish pride, can only cry as they hold you close and keep you safe. Until your broken heart can heal and you can see the beauty you had tried to put behind you.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY (^o< wink b In case I hadn't bitched enough to everyone and their mother, here y'all go! I finally figured out why I more or less regurgitate sugar in the endings of these poor buggers. . . It be a pirate's secret yargh (>o^)> Not much to say here . . . Too. Much. Muuuuuuuusiiiiiiic. Meh heh I just hadn't posted in a while and well . . . ya know . . . >.> <.< Because I am a dealer of strict and cold pain and the very model of a modern major general! XD