s**t so i was thinking earlier that man i would so do a video blog but i hate the sound of my own voice. so i will jsut keep typing and yall can imagin what my voice is like. so i was thinking you know how comercials have their timers and counters on people who call in?i think its stupid because i timed it once and its counterkept going up in the same amount of seconds each comercial so they are liars!!!!!
also is it just me but even when you dont steal crap from stores like walmart dont you get so scared sometimes that the little dingy thing will go off? i hate it i have friends who theft alot, and im always scared to be with them when it goes off or even if we get watched i mean its terrible.
i mean im really broke and i have thefted food sometimes for lunch and my friends do it a s**t ton and the chick knows they do and shes always saying s**t like " ill be checking in on you all" and shes always there its crazy i dont want to be one of those people.
do you ever feel like one of those people that arealways under suspicion?
another thing completely off the wall, so i have this friend who happens to be my best friend and it irks me when she makes plan with me and then she cancels to hang out with her d**k aka her boyfriend. she did that tonight because its their 5 month as of yesterday and she wanted to be with him it doesnt bother me so much as the fact that she does a thing every friggin month and its really annoying because i might jsut want to spend time with her and she knows i dont like her d**k. he is so ******** cocky and she defends that he has esteme issues. it really pissed me off when she pulled that card, i was like "really cause hes the only one?" ******** that he may have low self confidence but really? i have esteme issued like i hate to say it but i used to cut and i still have urges i think of my self as arse ugly (even if inm not) but i dont believe i will ever find a way to be happy and it kinda ties into the fact that i have a mild case of depression too. imagine that. i have slight dpossesive ness too but thats mainly because i get seperation anxiety. and i dontl ike people to leave me.
but i have no problem in leaving others. like seriously i hate people sometimes i think about becomeing that reclusive lady with 88 cats. but then i think s**t how would i get laid. yes im like a guy i do like my sex.
sorry my coputer itstarting to spaz so i gotta stop typing until next time.
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