Okay, so I was feeling considerably better this past week. Things were under control, and I wasn't stressing. But, like the crazy spring weather we've been getting lately, my mood just keeps jumping around. And as of sometimes last night, I'm not feeling so hot again =/ I don't know what it is.
I'm just sorta emotional. I mean, I'm not like running around screaming at people or crying, but I kinda feel like it >.> and that's not like me. Or maybe it is, but typically see I keep all of that on the back burner, so I don't notice it and few people ever see it. Right now though, just like my last entry, I feel sorta like I might snap.
Some people I just want to scream at and be angry and vicious. Then something will happen or come to mind that makes me want to dissolve into tears. And everything is like that. I've got this mix of emotions all taking turns at the surface, and all of them more powerful then is normal.
I know something is going on, I just don't know what....
Maybe I'm just letting my emotions bottle. That's usually my problem, but right now I can't think of anything that's really bugging me.... Maybe I just need to go take a nice hot bath, relax, and do some journaling. I'm sure I can figure it out.
 Morrighan-Brann · Fri May 21, 2010 @ 12:03am · 0 Comments |
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