My Sleepless Nights
I can't sleep once again
i toss and turn,
and even when i close my eyes,
i can't drift into a slumber
so what am i doing instead?
i'm laying down,
listening to music
that makes me think of you.
i smile and close my eyes
and even though i'm not asleep
it almost feels as if i am
So what am i thinking you may ask
i'm thinking of your smile,
your eyes,
your beautiful face,
i'm thinking of your voice,
your hands,
your legs,
your feet,
of the way your skin feels,
against me
your body heat against mine,
i wish i could feel,
on this cold and lonely night
i'm hoping your doing well,
for i love you my dear,
and i care for you alot
for every tear the falls from your eyes,
it hurts me so badly inside,
knowing i coudln't be there to dry your eyes,
couldn't help things feel alright.
I ache knowing i couldn't be there,
for you,
throughout the night,
giving you all or some comfort you need,
and hold you tight.
i love you,
my dear rouge angel,
and if i could,
if i was able to,
i would so love it,
if i could make you mine...
-Ur Fallen Angel
of the night
Note: This poem was written for me by an amazing person in my life.