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well lets see i am now with an online girlfriend and shes great. she makes me happy and eager to come on line now....

but...
here in my state in my city i was supose to already be with some one. but she flaked out and left for another state. she calle dmy cell phone the other day and i am to terrified to hear the voice mail. i know what it felt like when she broke my heart the frist time i dont want to go throught the hopes of her feeling love for me then find out its not....i dont know what to do. my guy friends say move on but i was really really in love with ehr and she was me we had a 2 year relation ship before she booked it......i am so confused as to what to do!!!!! crying gonk