Do you even realize how much I care?
Do you have a clue why i am the way i am?
Here, let me enlighten you.
I am no stranger to pain and hate.
They are more like old friends.
I have a past that i strive to forget.
Yet the more i push, the more it is in my mind.
The scars and cuts on my body are the love that i yern for.
The love to be numb.
The love to feel no more.
The want for acceptance is gone.
The want for revenge is what burns in its place.
I try so hard not to feel.
And reason i feel and do all this is quite simple.
The answer is you.
You who pushed me into this dark hole of dispair
And left me for dead.
You who said i was your friend
Just to get away from me.
You who couldnt care less if i lived or died.
You have no idea how to be a real friend, do you?
All you know is how to hurt the ones
Who would lay down their lives for you.
How to be reckless and spiteful.
How to lie and betray.
You are the one who shaped me into this monster.
I hope youre happy...
· Sat Jun 12, 2010 @ 10:05pm · 0 Comments