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I always have wierd dreams thanks to my over active imatination but last nights dream was just....odd.
I met my daughter, she didn't know I was her mom (I wasn't an adult in the dream i was the age that I am now) but I knew she was my daughter when i saw her. She had some of me in her face, in the cheekbones and the lips. She had very curly hair, curlier than mine and it was right below her shoulders. Pale-ish skin and thinner than me but she was my exact same height. Right off the bat it was clear that she was a fashion freak smile very street style. (one thing i didn't like was that she had 3 piercings on her ears lol)
She had some of my mom in her too, we were at a mall and in a store the employee was kinda bitchy to us and she told her off. (this happened with my mom once)
Then we were at a party and it was thrown by my friend Risa. I was still friends with all of the close friends I have now and they all had kids too.
The strangest thing of all though, was what i felt when I was with my daughter. I never felt this way before, like nothing else mattered in this world to me but her. I was filled with this warmth in my chest that i can't describe. I wonder if this is how it feels to be a mom. (well i hope to not find that out until a long time lol) And when I woke up this morning i actually started to cry, I've never loved someone so much in my life before... I wonder if this was some sort of glimpse into the future, mabye not but... I wonder...