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	PrInCeSs_Le_DaRk Uhm, I am a writer. My faveroite kinds of short stories are romance, and fantasy. Unfortunately most of my stories never get finished...

	6/21/10
	6/21/10


This might be something new.. I dont feel like annoying the hell out of all my facebook or myspace friends with all these depressing status's that keep popping up in my mind. So ill just write all the jumbled up bullshit that's stuck in my head on here :] If anyone happens to read it, im sorry in advance if you finish reading and all of a sudden you're diagnosed with a brain tumor o: ANYWAYS? Whats up? Im fine, you? Good, good. Yes that was a conversation with somebody I dont even know who I WAS TALKING TO! oH BOY. So like, i am pretty messed up, yes? In soviet Russia, the dog walks /YOU/! Hahaha! No. Ohhh man. I dont even know where im going with all this, like honest---I WANT SOME SOFT COOKIES! Thats what she said... :/ This is rediculous. AND YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME EVEN ANGRIER?!?!? I cant even say what i wanted to say in the first place! I dont even remember... Rediculous. So im officially NOT a freshman anymore :} This makes me somwhat happy. Something's been kinda bugging me. My dad asked me how i felt about this year. BACKROUND INFO!: My dad and I were in the car on the way home from my last day of school today and he asked me the question above. I HONESTLY had no IDEA what i felt about this year. It was alot of firsts and alot of lasts. First Boyfriend: No Bueno. First Year On The Varsity Softball Team: NO FREAKING BUENO First Time I've probably realized the way the world ACTUALLY is: Do i Even have to say it? And some Lasts... Last Year as A Naive schoolgirl Last Year of simplicity Last Year of good grades smile Im sure there's more of both categories im missing. But he asked me if Id felt accomplished and i said sure, but on the inside, i was like, "WTF WHY DO I FEEL NO EMOTION!?!?" Because i seriously had an epiphany right at that very moment, i realized that this year had changed me MORE than i was letting myself know. Ive Changed SO much, and it really is killing me inside Que Emo Music and Tears Yeah yeah blah blah. So...All im saying is I Feel super Nerutral and its not cool because i hate being all neutral with nothing to say, i just dont feel special at ALL this year. Just another year down in the books. One Year Closer to NEVER HAVING TO GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN! I hate school. God. I feel like there's something im missing <.<....>.>.....<.<.....>.< JEEBUS! Anyway, thank for reading, it made me feel better. Sorry for the WallOText smile Peace Out Lovers PLD <333 Him PrInCeSs_Le_DaRk · Tue Jun 22, 2010 @ 12:34am · 0 Comments


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