Finally, after trying so hard to reunite myself with my friend from High School,I finally got it to happen. However, it seems that things have changed. Instead of the happy, "Hey, how are you? How have you been?", gestures that a friend should make, I freeze up and am unable to open up. I can feel myself shutting him out. It's been a year, I know, but I've known him for so many more. Why is that I am feeling this way? Regardless, he still looks the same, acts the same, and pretty much is the same person in and out. It seems that I'm the one that has changed.
As I write this, he's getting prepared to hang out with me. It's funny, though. His house has the same scent as it did a year ago. It's indistinguishable. I can't really describe it. Although, I must admit, it was stronger back when we were in High School. As he prepares himself, I'm talking to Anita and asking her what I should ask Aaron. She just laughs and gives me advice of what we should talk about.
Aaron then comes out to the living room and tries to talk to me, while he brushes his teeth. I find this somewhat amusing. We participate in a small conversation about UF and the friends he's made and then we head out to Ferni's house. On the ride over, I ask the stupidest questions. I asked if he has drank, partied, and/or had sex. He laughs and says "yes", he has become a party animal. I just shrug and respond that it has been some time. We both know that we haven't change at all. Why does one year seem like so long? It really hasn't been that long, he's still the same guy. I guess the perfect way to end this journal has to be by saying, "Freakin' Aaron". ^_^
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