Sorry if the "boys" thing is getting a little tedius. But I've had them on my mind lately... It being summer and all, I don't get to interact with the opposite gender as much as i get to during the school year. Which the break is nice, but I get to think about, well, guys, all summer (aside from the constant stream of anime being thrown into my mind). But to the point, I've come to realize that I don't know what I'd do if the guy I liked happened to confess to me, or if i got up the guts to confess to him. Essentially, I've been fawning over him for the past two and a half years, and at a point in this time, I was his best friend. I like him and all, but what in the world would do if something were to go on between us? Maybe it's just that I'm not ready for a serious relationship, which I'm 15 and I know I'm not ready, and my hormones are telling me to have a thing for a guy, but nothing else. I do want a serious relationship in the future, and I know the future comes fast, but seriously, what the hell do I do about these effing hormones?! It's odd to, It's like I have an interest in guys for a week or two, then it just drops, and I don't care for about romantic relationships for two or three days, then it's back again. I just don't know, my thought process confuses me sometimes, and i'm pretty sure it does you too.
Artist-Kiarimi Community Member 
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