im trying to take this like a trooper, but i feel as lifeless as a marrionette.
God, if there even is one out there, why did you take my happiness away? Why did you make him give up? And why the hell does it hurt so bad...?
o Why couldnt we be happy?
o Why do i still feel his hands rubbing my back?
o Why do i still smell him?
oWhy are those guitar store memories, and him yelling band names in the hallways at school still so ******** vivid?
oWhy is it all the little things i despised i'll grow to miss the most?
oWhy did he stop loving me?
How can i fix this.........?
Aromatiisse · Sun Aug 01, 2010 @ 05:18am · 1 Comments |