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I remember this like it was yesterday. I woke up, jumped out of my bet and was ready to start another day at school. It seemed as though the day was passing by me slowly. Close to the end of the day,my next period, Physical Education, came.There I was, standing in the middle of the gym in my changed gym clothes. As I stood there thinking, a boy comes up to me and runs into me.I acted as though it was okay, but the next minute, I stood there looking at everyone.They formed a circle around me. It felt as though the world was looking down upon me, all against me. Soon, someone jumps in. He throws me to the ground.I looked and everyone was laughing at me. I was building rage inside and didn't let it go. Afterwords, I rose and then they were making fun of me just because I didn't date anyone. I looked and my own friend was against me.Then my heart pounded with rage. I still resisted to show it.then another one of my friends join in and punched me. I left me head turned from the punched. He looked and laughed, but little did he know that he broke my anger shield inside. I was soon infuriated. My eyes were showing a color besides black. It showed hazel. I chuckled, then chuckled a little more. My friend decided to look at me after punching me. I laughed like I was an evil scientist. I turned my head so he could see me. He knew I was in an anger mode. I said to him "now that was a bit hasty don't you think?" He said "Shut up! We know you are not a fighter. What are you? a monk?" I stared closer in his eyes and vice-verse with him. He was then intimidated. "Well then, was that your best shot?," I asked. "You asked for it," he said. Then he came at me with a tough punch. I dodged it. He had looked very scared in his eyes because he knew what came after the dodge. I then used a flying uppercut on his stomach. Then he said "everyone! join in!". They came in, all against one. "This is what you wished!" I stated. 2 people came to kick. I slid to the left. They kicked each other couch. Someone came from behind and shouldered my back. I stayed standing, still conscious barely. I said "This has just begun!". I grabbed 3 heads, 2 in my hands, 1 under my arm.2 people came to punch. I ducked.They punched each other while the other 3 heads were banged on concrete.I said "Is this all?" All the 8 graders came and I swoop-kicked them.7 grade was left.I threw one to the wall and tackled the others down. My friend was left. "YOU!" I said. I ran, hearing my heartbeat in my ear. It felt like we were doing slow motion. I rose my right hand and clutched it tight, going in for the final punch.I was him standing there, defenseless. He was against me but never harmed me. There I was in front of him going in for the punch. His face brought back a flashback.With my fist almost in his face, I stopped. He looked at me and was my head down. "I-I-I can't do it". He stared. I was resisting my anger. "Y-y-you were my best friend".He realized how much pain it would have been to punch a best friend. He looked and said, "I went against you and you still don't harm me?" I said yeah. He grabbed me and through me on the ground. He laughed.I stood up and said "I gave you a chance and you threw it on the ground!!!!".He looked at me. I told myself this was it. I grabbed, tossed him to a wall, quenched his neck and said "I'm sorry but... you made me do it". I threw him in a corner with a sharp end. He cried. I looked and I felt regret. My best friend and look what I did to him. A 6 grader was talking to him and I couldn't take in no regrets. I went to him and said "I'm sorry" and the classroom bell rung/ Class was dismissed.