Looking back, contemplating what he said about never leaving my side, I begin to wonder. Why did he say the words of promise and then break them? None the less, nothing lasts forever, as some say, and I find this true. Since the ending of our relationship, I feel somewhat lied to in a way. If this is final happiness, alone and unloved, then what is the point? Let the past be what it is, memorable and no longer now.
The cloud slowly clears and the light shines through, showing the world as it is meant to be seen. One no longer feels the sorrow and pain, lingering above them like a dark cloud. As for me, I don't regreat the time we had together and I wouldn't trade anything to not have been loved by him. For now, I am neutral and feel like nothing will never ever, replace him but then again, never say never. The aftermath is what we should all look forward to, hoping that someday everything will be clear once again.
Amarosa
.:I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer:.
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