I started high school last Thursday, and I think I actually kind of like it. I'll be devastated if anyone from my school finds my account on gaia, but whatever. I guess it is me and I can't really run from me..
So anywho, I have thus so far joined like 8 clubs. They're all on like a trial basis, and I can quit anytime I want, but I really don't know why I signed up for some of the clubs I did. Like soccer; what the hell? I've played for ten years, but I'm not actually good. And what if we have to go running every day? I'd die. So I'm quitting that as soon as possible. I may go to the first meeting though.. I've been getting to the point where I recognize people in the hall and saying hi, but I'm still not too sure who's my friend and who isn't. It doesn't seem like anyone is that interested. I guess I'll just have to try harder. Yesterday was fun though. I still care too much about what other people think of me, but I think I can get over it. I really don't know why I felt like posting this.
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Mostly ramblings to myself. You needn't pay attention. It's just, posting stuff like this helps keep my sanity, just a little bit. It helps solidify what I feel and what I'm doing. I like writing as well. So maybe when I look back someday I won't for
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