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if u beleive it u can acheive it
the song of the birds flow through me freely moving my heart to a beat
is the call of the world a sweet melody of love
things are ment to be toyed with some turn out wrong so turn out great
altho its always seen u never know
u are never complete perfect happy or true
i am the one the only my heart desires for that to be known
no one can replace me i am the whole the only the origional and ill always be best
dont try to change me itll be in ure face with not a second but the disgrace
i find the comfort of a space in which i can remance and retrace
a heart and soul in a highly protected place
its for me and only me
i hide my troubles behind a greeting smile and a blood red disire for what i hate the most
u may see me or someone like me on the streets
always happy seemingly chearry push them off the edge ull see
the harm blood and ravage they hide so no one dared to seek
i have it within i hold it tightly it escapes when i feel down my heart clenteches my blood turnes my mind goes into the fray without the temptation of personal gain
if u look inside us we seem normal same flesh same bones but i know the truth
we are the ones the only that understand the happily ever after
there is no such thing just trying to get by with the cleanest soul possible
longer we hold it in the need to do something out there and make a awe
it feeds in the darksest part of us till it becomes worse
i know its true i fear it every day i try to lighten it but it makes it worse
i live for the kill i hope for the pain
i pretend to care in a blank stare just to see how far i can get the person there before the drop becomes heart breaking
i am horrible evil diabolicle but ull never see it just that cheary face in the crowd
always inviting always happy someone thats there for u
then one day ull regret the things u thought were there and realive the blood is thick especially by ure heart as i rip it out from your chest
i know one thing in life its the illusion of good and bad god set us on the world to proove ourselfs see whos the nicest and cleanest
tell me a angel that wasent corrupt didnt want power cowered under someone to be safe
no one is perfect no one is good theres is only the degree of evil in u

please enjoy my typings ^.^;; yep the smiling face in the crowds dont forget always live to learn also i like pie 3nodding