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...Paranoia
His hand still sweats,
When we're seeing a movie together
And I can sense his hesitation
To put his arms around me
...I cant help but wonder why.
Maybe... maybe he just doesn't feel the same
Maybe, he's uncertain
About our feelings for each other...
His feelings for me?

Yeah, his lips still kinda shiver
In our ten months of kissing
He turns away to avoid my eyes sometimes
And, I still cant figure out why...
Why does his body tighten up
When I hug him or rest my hand?
Why does his voice tremble so
When he whispers "Dude, I love you too" ?

Perhaps our love has turned to lies?
And he has met someone else...
But...why pretend if you dont care?
...I guess he wouldnt pretend
If he didn't care...
But I won't drag this along
Because i want him to be happy
So... I'll go
As far as i can
As far....as far as that nervous hand holds me back...

"You make me nervous, even now
And my heart pounds to have you near!
Because...I love you dude.
Yeah my lips shiver when we kiss
Because its like my first kiss every time
And my head spins all over again.
And...I cant look at you for long,
Without turning away to blush
And when you hug me, I melt
But my nervousness makes me tense...
And lastly...when I say that I love you
....I swear...I'll always mean it, every time."





 
 
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