Okay, I know I haven't been online in such a long time but there just hasn't been any reason to go online anymore. I don't feel like talking to that many people anymore.
It's around 2:15 pm and I'm trying to study, but it's just so hard because the memories of the friends that really hurt me keeps coming up.
No, they didn't hurt me. I hurt myself
How could I be so stupid?
How could I let them step all over me?
Ughh my heart and my mind are filled with so much regret. This has been one of life's biggest tests for me, and I hate it. This is so hard for me to overcome, but I can't help but feel fear all the time. It's not fair, why can't I just be strong?
I am strong, but not strong enough.
I swear, once school start, I shall be the strongest person I have ever known. I promise myself that. WIth the help of my best friend (he knows who he is) I will become stronger. I should thank him already for helping me stay strong until now. But I need his help more than ever.
COLLEGE HERE I COME
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