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after what u did to me does it even matter im sorry what i did to u and i know i can never take it back and when i see those things i cry a million tears and when people walk by i scream them my fears i feel so ******** alone and no one cares i wish someone could release me from my pain but no one ever comes u like somone else and it hurts me so bad the cuts seem to never end neaither does my pain ive tried everything to forget the past but it makes me think of the future a future with u without me u tell me u dont feel the same anymore so that means u lied every little lie makes another cut and all those cuts add up to one huge infection that will stay there the rest of my life so i give up are u happy now that i got what i deserved u must be u must know ur the reason im liek this so ******** this ******** u i hate u why do i even try to stop this why do i even try to belive it will get better cause it wont i was willing to give up everything for u i guess u just didnt hate enough to care..