Why should I hurt as much as I do.?
What did I ever do to deserve this.?
Did you ever STOP and think?
Or did you just think about yourself?
Well , Let me tell you something i'm stronger than i've ever been , You think just because you say you love me I don't see the dark lies behind it all.You think that i don't know that there's someone else.Let me tell you something I know and the only way for me to do is act normal and forget about it.I have a number of people I call them 1 and 2. 1 Was my first love and 2 was my true love. But Both were fake loves, At first i was happy then the dark lies came alone.I hate the way i loved 1 and 2 but , Now I don't regret letting them go now that I see they don't regret saying good-bye.
But now i've seen the world and its games and i've caught onto things and no one I mean NO ONE will fool me. Sometimes I cry because i miss you But after i'm done their just tears wasted. It's not like i'm getting you back. Don't want you back. You ask if i trust you? Hell no Never again. Mistakes are mistake but you've made one to many. I just wish i had that ONE LOVE. A sensitive,caring,real,ready for what ever i have to say, MAN! One that doesn't hold back the truth one thats real and One that knows how to handle a REAL relationship.
All I Need Is That One Love ]
 x3LegitPanties · Tue Sep 21, 2010 @ 02:21am · 3 Comments |
