it's been raining like crazy lately. AND on toppa that, the weather is getting warm enough for me to actually go outside even at night and stay out there without being completely miserable whee .....
I created 2 awesome drawings and saw most of a movie where Brad Pit dies and is taken over by Death, which acts very much like a child.... in a good way....
Also, its 80's week on AMC.... so, there are 2 movies from the 80's every night this week starting at 8.... and its the OGT's in school, which means we don't have to go to school until 10am.
yet, as happy as the weather and the other things are making me, im still miserable. Why? cuz Rick is being just as big an a*****e as ever.... Greg has been rather sympathetic towards Rick lately-which for me means that hes going to be a jerk towards me too....
I've come to the realization that Mel Mel isn't ever really going to see me again because either she would have to come over here(which never happens anymore) or id have to go over to her dad's.... which would be so awkward and not only that, but shes getting worse and worse every day to the point where if we didnt go so far back i think i would have completely stopped being her friend.....
AND TO MAKE ALL ELSE WORSE, i'm going to fail anatomy because i still have so much left to do.... ALL OF MY ORAL quizes and a few written ones.... all due at the end of this week.... and i need to figure out graphs in math class by tomorrow.... o joy..... o and i hafta do an entire latin project tomorrow but i have no idea what im going to do it on yet.....
and so i ask again, "WHY CAN'T IT BE SUMMER YET?" but then i think about it and realize that summer wont be much better.... ill be stuck around rick and everyone else a lot more and stuck with all the s**t that im already putting up with.... and ill probably hate art by the end of summer if i actually make it into the ap class......
Unni Ineo · Mon Mar 13, 2006 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |