Being so torn up on the inside everything doesn't make sense but you question why, why do you love me? Why did you ******** do that to me? You beg, you ******** pled you're like a dog on your knees infront of her wanting it all to ******** end, goddamn things aren't the way you wanted them but you know that today is just a bad day tomorrow it'll be different she'll hug you and lift your heavy spirit, you hang onto to her she might have really hurt you but you love her and you know you never want to let her go, but the anger you're feeling towards her is starting to destroy you. You can't look her in the eyes anymore and you know aren't any better off you cheated too but won't ******** admit it so you chew the words up and ******** spit it back into her face it's like some type of game testing yourself until you finally snap and blow out your ******** brains and you're so close to breaking you want to grab her by the neck and show her how strong you really ******** are but you let it go aiming your first at the walls broken and bloody all you do is cry the truth comes out and you're asking "Baby why? Why couldn't you love me enough not to hurt me?" Show your strength with self control! It's only the beginning for you and me and I won't ever let go I can't I love you to ******** much to just walk away baby things are different now a new start so you say yesterday was just a bad day.
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