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Thinking about it as those words sunk in... I feel that the different kinds of hurt are seen in different eyes. The most obvious being physical, then emotional, but when something breaks through to heart beyond emotions, or even a soul if it exists, that sort of pain is, I think, hard to bear alone without some consequence... I know because... I feel something deep down that, whenever I feel alone... I don't know if it aches, hurts, or what this feeling is, but as it sinks in...

Well my life's like that. I have no life since I am lonely almost all of my time... Plus now I am worried about you almost forever. Plus it's not just you, it for the rest of the other people. Cuz I imagine if I have cancer or other born-diseases and have a short life, I would feel unhappy and depressed. But however I am so depressed. I would die in vain or fight till I died in torture... cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry