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When I am bored.
This is where I post my s**t.
Dark drabbles. Gaia, I hate you and your masqueraders.
Gaia is full of masked people. Masked with so called "care."

Seems like I can't really depend on anyone on here anymore.

Relationships on here seem to be so fickle, and everyone is out to get eachother, just for an ounce of oh-so-good drama.

I am not saying I am a saint, no, I have had my fair share of bad mishaps and terrible drama with others; me being the cause.

I'm just saying that I can't believe that I was decieved into thinking that I had so many people who cared on here.

Only ones who really said something about it had a side order of ignorance, and a whole lot of pissed off. Even told me to rot, and she wouldn't care.

And another told me "Oh sorry, I am dealing with a lot right now myself." and shrugged it off.

I was stunned to say in the least.

Are people really this self absorbed to not even care about others? Even in a life or death situation like this? Many MANY of them are on here, yes...

I'm just tired of all of this happening. I guess when I want someone to care, I shouldn't look here.

I am an idiot.






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Dezolare
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 12, 2010 @ 02:36pm
I guess when I say I care, it doesn't mean s**t. I've tried to be there for you, but it's rather difficult when you don't text/PM/comment me back. Makes me think I'm not good enough to talk to or whatever. You only talk to me when it's good for you.

Sorry I'm that worthless.


commentCommented on: Fri Nov 12, 2010 @ 02:47pm
I guess I do not have room to complain being that I did avoid you for
quite some time, but you know the motive behind that.

I cannot agree though that you have no one that cares for you here.
I know that Nox is like me. We care a lot for you, it just seems that you
over look us. We are here for you. You have to let someone actually
help you when you need it and not just think they will automatically know
when something is wrong.

I am sorry if you think that I do not care but that is quite the major
contrary.



Asunamii
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