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somtimes i break:what breaks? my sanity.
sometimes it hurts:what hurts? my heart
sometimes i fake:what do you fake?everything about me
sometimes i cry:what do you cry about?life
sometimes im lost:why are you lost?cause i cant find my way
sometimes i would love to die:why do you want to die? cause there is nothing to live for
sometimes i dream:what do you dream about?having the pain go away
sometimes i wonder:what do you wonder about?when will the pain go away?why wont it stop?why doesn't anyone see?why must i fake everything for one thing?why do i get up i the morning?why won't someone just end it all?
i smile so others can too,i make people laugh so they don't feel what i feel
Somebody called me perfect today,that i never ever have any problems,that i have no idea what pain is.but you know,i live with it everyday,i feel it,i breathe it,and i hide it.So before you call somebody perfect,really look,because sometimes you might find something