I've made a horrible mistake. Mostly just by existing. I've always been conflicted between what I was taught on Hyrule and Disney Castle. As a paige, I was told that when I became a knight I would uphold order. As the Kings scout, I must protect the worlds order. But as the spawn of Chaos, I am more inclined to spread chaos. Instead I prevent or stop it.
I much prefer the chaos of a party, or emotions, or a battle. The chaos of interacting with people and learning new things. The chaos of falling in love. These are the things I want. But for Chaos, it's not enough.
Chaos has created crystaline trees called Stigmas all across the universe. He's done this to spite me, I'm sure of it. The only reason he keeps me alive is so I can get stronger, and then he'll take me back into himself, gaining my power.
For now, as long as I still exist, I will fight the destructive chaos of those who harness the Stigmas power. Even though it has cost me dearly. Chaos stripped the power from Farores Wind and the Ocarina of Time, as well as destroyed the ruby pendant Deadpool gave me. On top of that, he took away my ability to use the Force, nearly half of my regenerative shapeshifting, and the unique ability I have as a non-being to not die. Without these things, I'm so scared and devasted. My treasures from Hyrule, they didn't just help me get around. They were so precious to me.
The only good thing to come of this is my body has evolved to compensate for my losses. I've grown a pair of bone wings that allow me to fly and hover as easily as a Mew. My tail has grown a flame at the end. Finally, I can teleport on my own.
These talents are amazing, but I still cannot travel through time, and I fear furthur reprocussions from challanging Chaos. I'm scared that I'll die. I want to be with Deadpool forever, but I can die. I don't want to leave him or my friends. I want to keep living. Even if I survive this ordeal and get my abilities back, Chaos has complete control over me. One day, he will destroy me, and my self will no longer exist, only Chaos.
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