The Impulse I gave in the other day. It overtook me. It's marvelous rectangular structure. It's wonderful sharp edges. Oh, and how it shined! It spoke to me. It promised me. Relief. A distraction from reality. A sharp but bearing touch of the flesh. My eyes closed. Relief flowed in. I opened my eyes. Red. Such a beautiful color in liquid form. That I, myself, created. But not enough. It had taken over me. I had to do it. I -NEEDED- to do it. But, I need to stop. Yet, it will happen again in time. I have only one other alternative. And I'd only have to do it once.
pinksquirrel10 · Thu Dec 02, 2010 @ 04:57am · 0 Comments |