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I seriously can't believe how fast this month is passing by. Pretty soon it will be new years and the year will start again, more chances for bad things to happen. Anyways. So last Thursday, my sister Laura called home in tears. She told us she had gotten into an argument with her boyfriend and he hit her in the back of her head and again in the forehead, with a few scratches to her neck. I don't have to explain what happened. But now, it being early Tuesday morning, she decides to go meet him. In the cold and dark, with who knows lurking about. I have never wished more for someone to drop off the face of the planet.

Today, we put up the tree. It was straight charlie brown looking, crappy spaced out branches and everything. But it looks nice, I guess, with all its dollar tree decorations. Now we need lights.

I had a monster of a headache today. Behind my eyes, and mostly on the right. My sister says it sounds like stress and I couldn't agree more, ha. I fell asleep right after getting home.

I don't know what happened to Core, but once again, he has disappeared on me and I am all alone. I'm used to it, but I still wish for his company. I'm worried something very bad has happened to him; that, or he has slipped away from me on purpose. If that's the case, it's up to him, but it's still not fair. My love and patience must have a limit, I must admit defeat. Still, I'd want to talk to him.