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I breakdown. Tell you my fears. You just mock me.
Why don't you realize some things are important to me?











I guess I kind of understand how you feel. We are both in love with someone who there is absolutely no chance of us being with. Our forbidden fruits. Unfortunately for me, mine is closer than yours. I was comfortable watching from a distance but he's getting so close. Close enough to be considered a good friend, not just an acquaintance or that kid you see around. With every day that goes by, I find more that I like and want to be more in his life. A closer friend. Maybe more than friends? But no. It couldn't ever happen. [Here's the part where if anyone I know as a close friend reads this they will know who I'm talking about.] He's gay. Of course. Probably why he doesn't see it. Unless he really does... Doubtful. I don't really know what else to say. I love him even he doesn't love me back.