I think there might be something in the water. Every time I take a drink it feels like rust running down my throat. It's probably just that, rust, but the paranoid part of my brain that always nags at me says it's something much worse. Not that rust isn't a bad thing too, but whenever I have a glass of water I imagine some terrible illness will come and grip my lungs like it did last summer.
I went to gay skate with Lily tonight. She's delightful and I hope we can still be friends after I graduate. All my friends are younger than me, and this is going to be my last year going to school with them. Will it be creepy if I hang out at the high school? Will people think I'm pathetic? I know even if they didn't I would feel pathetic. It's that paranoid part of me again.
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