I don't know how to put it.The fact that I now have a boyfriend sort of seems like a new pressure on my shoulders.As if I didn't have to worry enough about these sorts of stuff.I've got to act differently,I feel like I can no longer be myself incase I make a wrong move.It's like a thousand heavy chains are pulling me down.Yes,I like the guy,but when I imagined having a boyfriend,I imagined it to be a little less stressful.We'll see how it all turns out.Who knows,we could end up as a married couple-though it's way too soon for me to even consider those sorts of things-or we could end up as bitter enemies.
I'll keep track of things here!~
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