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He dumped me. Yeah, WHAT A DOUCHE. Actually, I'm okay. Yes, I'm hurt, but I think I'm going to be fine. Every time we hang out, I realize there's more in store for me. I'm thankful for his friendship, we're still really close, but his constant negativity joined by my persistent need to make him happy, regardless of the fact that nothing I did could make him happy, caused me to be upset and stressed the majority of the time. I guess it took us breaking up and me having time alone to figure that out. I didn't need that, nobody does. I love him, I truly do, but as my math teacher told me, you can't change a guy. Josh helped me find myself, my true WoW loving, anime watching self, and I thank him for that. I appreciate everything he has done for me, and though I will miss him, I will learn to love again. I am so excited to see what the future has in store for me. I've made a lot of decisions in the last two weeks that I feel are for the best. I love my friends, all of you. I am so thankful to have you in my life. It's time to let everything go and just let God hold my hand and lead me through this.
PS: I love Andrea Done so much heart
PPS: I think I decided what school I want to go to after High School!!! pirate
ARMSTRONG ATLANTIC STATE UNIVERSITY IN SAVANNAH! (The colors are Maroon and Gold, two of my favorites, and the mascot is the Pirates, hence the emote)

I am so excited and I love my life!