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I'm just hanging around typing on my computer, and since I was bourd( really bored) I thought I'd type up a journal entry. You don't have to read it and truthfull I don't think you want to read it because it's pretty uniteresting; it's up to you though.

Anywho, I was at home earlier today and I got into a sort of spat with my mother. She said I was unpolite, and I of course said that I got it from her, which of course is what every mother wants to hear, right. Wrong! She got mad and started yelling and I replied in kind. In any case it developed into a fight where I was sitting on the couch with my legs drawn up and my hands up also in case a sudden hit was around the corner and my mom standing over me with a slight sneer on her face. She told me to shut up so that she was able to apologize for being rude when she hadn't realize it(sounds like a beggining to a great apology). I didn't not neccessarily want to hear the apology, which like some of her others would turn out to be a false truth, and I told her as much( not about the false truth just that I didn't wnat to hear it) This in turn made her even more angry so she started yelling at me to shut up once more and eventually I got tired of all the yelling so what do you know? I shut up.(P.S. I really hate it when people tell me to shut up and by this time my teeth were grinding together and I was ready to take a swing of my own).
She apologized, and, sadly, I could not let it go and had to have the last word. After that mom got silent and our already tenious mother and daughter relationship became even more strained and fragile. I fear that one day it will snap and I'll be one of those kids who hates their parents and mom will be one of those parents whose bitter about having children.