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Reading Nana and quotes from Nana always makes me think of us.
I miss those days, where Nana felt like something that would never end.
I know it's not over yet, but I feel like once it really does end,
Or once Ai gives up on it, the last standing chunk of the fundamentals of our friendship will come crashing down.

That doesn't mean we'll lose sight of each other,
Never that,
but it scares me when I see that everything I once held in my hands,
Everything once close to my heart has all fallen and faded into an abyss that I couldn't reach even if I tried.

You're the only thing that remains.
and I value you so much.
I don't think you'll ever understand why I'm so clingy,
For the longest time I didn't understand it either.

But I feel like you're the connection to life I need.
"There's a tether between two people,
and when you tug on it, they come back to you."

There's a tether, bounding us together,
For all eternity.
Tug on our tether whenever,
I'll forever be there.

Regardless of the status of our friendship, though it'll never change from where it stands, I'll always be there for you.
Even, if by some chance, I "hate" you.
I promise.

I really hope you're having a beautiful birthday.
I'm realizing a lot today,
a lot of good.

I'll be waiting to talk to you, whenever you call or text or need me.
I love you. (: