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My head feels light, my stomach feels like it is turning as a disco ball, and I smell small traces of chemicals. I feel like a cat but I feel as human as I can be. My mind state goes beyond anyone's comprehension, but can also crash down into hell and become Satan itself. My anger is also my more understanding side, my happiness feels like very confusing wave of venom. My sight is hurting even with my glasses, I feel inside, like I'm falling. My dreams are happening at random now, I see none, but I see random things, and then strange ones.

Last night:
In my dream, I meet a black sword, the tip was stained with blood. At the hilt I saw a jewel that resembled an eye. The man wielding it had no scars, no shirt, and had twin horns that stared down at me. He spoke to me and said, 'Your soul is both worthy and unworthy, tell me your name or else face thy fate.' I looked at him and tried to speak, but unable to hear myself. I somehow could tell that what I said was right as he spoke a reply. 'I see, your name will not be engraved onto my blade...but your name will burn itself into my mind. I gift you this weapon...in hopes you will be able to slay me. For I will return in a year, in that year you must learn to kill without Mercy.' I looked at weapon he was giving me and saw it was a black energy orb. When I took the orb, I felt it transform to become a gray gauntlet on my right arm. I felt an over flow of energy coming from it, it felt like it was going to eat my arm off. When the flow vanished, so did the man and I looked at it, feeling nothing at all, as if it had become my right arm.