Fog of Blooming by The Jester
In my life
Things were hard
I was late to do so much
Lost so much
Friends, Girlfriends
Family and love
Lost in news
As Cartoons consumed my life
I didn't know what to do
I was so lost
My actions sucked
Words did little
Li ttil but sprinkle a little joy
On my life of pain
Only a few loves made me feel good
Yet I shoved them away
Now this new love
Is kicking my a** to make me move
I love it
Yet my love for her is more
The fog on my life is lifting
slowley but faster and faster everyday
I see through this fog
Maybe she will stay
Maybe I will keep her
I feel great and happy
Yet alot of "friends" had to leave
So she would stay
The cracks on my heart
Healing and fixing everyday
Loreal is my heart
My life,my air,my sun
Life is a million times better
Nothing will hinder my life
No girl will change this
No girl will make me feel this way again
My actions in life shall change
As I grow stronger and stronger everyday
As my help my parents my sisters
My TRUE friends
Anyone that is good of heart
Will help me
For I know what to look for now
I can see true hearts
The evil in hearts
The good as well
My life will change again
For the better
Never again for the worse
No more fake smiles
No more maskes
Of fake smiles
The person people shall see
Is the true Johnathan Bartholomew Crossley
DeadmanCross Community Member 
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