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Torn promises hang in the air like my broken heart,

As I sit here dreaming of a world where simple mistakes won’t tear people apart

And a place where words mean something more than empty thoughts,

Where life is more than just walking along and connecting the dots.

That day still plays over in my head and I find myself wishing I never heard the things that you said.

Because now I feel like my hearts been ripped out and bled,

Because of you my life is worthless and I’m weighed down by the hallow feelings I hold that I can’t shed.

You’ve ran off and left me for dead…. I watched as you fled….

Emotions in shambles and confusion in my eyes as I watched in dread,

And my thoughts are covered over with an endless haze of gloom; the last thing I saw was my doom because I can’t get you out of my head.

As I stumble around, I find myself weak and sprawled on the ground,

I try to tune out all the sound and I wish I never had been found.

I wished I could just be left alone and hear the thoughts I called my own, but they’re not,

You’re words still haunt me, and will I ever be, once again free? Or will you be there till I rot.

Cold and in pain, my will crushed in strain all because I can’t get you out of my brain.

I’m no longer sane, as I wither away in the rain…. I have been slain….