Here's some stuff I would like to point out to my brother but can't because then we'll argue and that will upset my mom: You say I always sit on my a** and do nothing, well here's the thing: when you get home it's usually dinner time. While you were gone, I do all sorts of housework and crap to get ready for college and try to keep up with my friends who I won't get to see very much at all unlike you who gets to go out with your girlfriend everyday and who is going to be within 30-freaking-minutes from your other friends. Have you ever noticed, dear brother, how whenever some stuff needs to get done around the house you suddenly have plans with your girlfriend? How you are ALLOWED to skip out on your chores to see her yet I have to jump through freaking hoops to see my friends and even then our parents always give me crap about it afterwards? You seem to think you have it soooo tough 'cause you have a job and are expected to help with the house. The thing is, YOU HAVE A JOB, YOU MAKE MONEY!! I would LOVE to have a job, to make money and ease our parents financial stress. No one wants to hire me! It is now almost the end of the summer and even if, by some miracle, I could get a job; I would get one pay check MAYBE and then have to quit which would look horrible to future employers. Don't even say I haven't worked hard enough to get a job, cuz I started trying WAY earlier than you this year to find a job but nobody wants to hire and inexperienced seventeen year old girl. My birthday is at the end of the summer, IT'S NOT MY FREAKING FAULT I SEEM YOUNGER AND THEREFORE LESS DESIRABLE TO HIRE! Your girlfriend had connections to get you a job. I have no connections. You are nineteen boy, it's about damn time you stop playing the overtaxed, underappreciated middle child card. Our parents love us all equally and I would even say they give you preferential treatment sometimes when it comes to letting you go out. You constantly insult me 'cause you say it's your job or I need to toughen up but do you really hate me THAT much sometimes? What did I ever do to deserve it? Sure I tease you but I never mean anything serious by it; why do I sometimes see true loathing in your eyes when you look at me? I'm your little sister and I love you; I would go to the ends of the earth to help you. Why do you act like you are having to have teeth pulled when I ask for help with the trash? You say I get away with not doing stuff, believe me I don't; these past couple of days I have had ear-splitting headaches that medicine doesn't really help from the stress of orientation. Don't you remember last year when you were about to start college and how stressed you were? Except you didn't have the added stress of a grandparent dying, friend drama, trying to get a house ready to sell, or living with a snarky Chris for an entire year. If I remember right you got a girlfriend, had a car, got to go out a whole hell of a lot more than me, and got a job. So yeah, YOUR life sucks. mad
SpecialK1993 · Mon Aug 01, 2011 @ 07:09am · 0 Comments |